K Idk how time passes so fast

But it has been 20 days or so since an update, and I felt like I updated it yesterday...

So boring shit out of the way, poker!

So Jerry came through, and I got clocked by the worst session I have ever had, running miserable, then he clocks me on every 6max table I see him on with flips or just sucking out like he does (tho he has tightened up A LOT in the last couple weeks) But point is everyone clocks him but me, its stupid, and it is seriously cause he runs like a saint vs me....

But anyways, my account was on dooooomsdayyyy after that, (well I was too but I was running so bad on top of playing bad) running below EV losing literally every table I sat at, it was just sick....

So this goes on for about 2 weeks, and I go on like a 65-70k downfall.... yay!

So in my paranoia I had made a Carbon account a while back and I shipped 15k over to it and started playing a bit there, ran ok, won some hands, got about 3-4k back in an hour and I was sitting here at my desk smiling because I won some money finally! So I get back on PDC and I run ok, I get about 12K more back in a day! So I am like ok so maybe I am going to be ok here, maybe the carbon account just untilted me because I expected to run well, didnt play bad, but in hindsight I didn't run particularly well, I just didn't tilt, and ran about avg, I wasn't jamming every pot I played, I am playing pretty nitty right now, little gun shy after a 70k slide obv but... i will be back to reckless rick in no time.

So to pretty much dig out of this ridiculous slide, (which is actually like 80K + with tourneys and stuff on PS and FTP) Which I run incredibly deep in stuff but nothing past 6th, which basically best way to describe tourneys, when you cash, 3rd-9th places only cover your buyins for that stake level.... Well 3rd - end of cash line.... 1st and 2nd cover your pockets with money. So just nothing to survive, I went to town prob played 30-35k in buyins in a 4 day span and nearly busted both accounts, had like 10k in each roughly, or 15-5k or something.... but never cashed for over 4k had a couple final tables but lost some flips got coolered failed to cooler whatever.

So I end up with under 2k in both accts, and I say I guess I will take 2 shots play the 1k monday on Full Tilt and the Super Tuesday on Stars then be done with grinding tourneys for like 6 years since I hate them with a passion.

Well I ran into a curse... I got 3rd in the 1k monday for 39k, fuck me running I am prob gonna grind more tourneys now cause of that.. I hope not, I dont want to play tourneys ever again.

I hate sitting at my comp for like 12-14 hours sometimes longer and not making $$$ and not getting to break when I want, eat when I want, piss when I want, etc. Plus when you tilt in one tourney you tilt in like all of them, you are like big stack in 6 of the 20 tourneys running then you get fucked in one then you fuck yourself in about 5 others til you go "stop, this is stupid...." then you are thinking "well I still got one big stack left, lets just make up for it" then that one isn't the one thats going to make it ok! {IFhjkrlghljkshfnkldsf fuck tourneys....

Maybe I will play them when my tilt control is better? Until then, no.

So ottttherrrr news.... Nothing really, except I am going to Colorado this weekend to go with a buddy round some girls up rented a baller suite in a casino town, (mountain views, huge jacuzzi in the room) (supposedly almost panoramic views i nthe jacuzzi area, views of the mountains)


I am buying a house now, kind of , my sister is getting married or soemthing and leaving her house, so I am under the table purchasing it and she is going to deed it over to me when its paid off, so kind of a home owner now, nice house so kind of excited about that.

Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Bye?